22 july, sunday

yeeah, completed my projects.. it was last minute work though.. i always tell myself not to do last minute work, but i always ignore it.. haha. k my grandfather was admitted in the hospital last thursday till now.. why i got no feelings for it? i'm probably inhuman man.. hmm, the last time i visited him was like during new year this year? i only visit him like once a year? ee.. i'm not filial at all.. in fact i actually thought of visiting him.. but i wonder if he remembers me.. but if he remembers me, i'm sure he will be damn happy manz lol. hmm just hopes that he gets well soon.. i will pray for him haha

i have to overcome that fear! but how should i overcome it??